last week, my friend told me, there’s a job in KBRI to design their monthly tabloid, I was happy to hear that, but I has to satisfy for the latest info..  “sorry yan.. dah keisi orang”.. yeah.. I know.. faith its not going anywhere, if the job mine, it would be mine obviously..

I knew it.. I Faith it.. and suddenly the manager production of that tabloid called my husband, to ask about me, was I still available to work as a graphic designer at their department (which is build that tabloid), and .. am I willing to be their account Executive too ?? Actually I have no idea, what the AE jobs desc is.. cause I really doesn’t like working at a global position, which there’s no specification at all..

Manager : Hallo Pak Raffaell
Raffaell : iyah siapa yah..
Manager : pak apakah istri bapak masih bersedia untuk kerja sebagai graphic designer?? Tabloid Caraka membutuhkan graphic designer..
Raffaell : oo0oh silahkan pak, boleh ajah.. istri saya masih Available..

U know How the feeling went out? when I heard about the Job?? as graphic design definitely, cause I don’t wanna be anything.. just be designer.. hmm Its like.. got the Fallen durian suddenly.. wahahaha

hmm, for the some people, its not a huge working, BUT, for me it was amazing, because that tabloid is outsourcing by ANTARA office, it’s mean.. If my hubby get the opportunity at the other country, and the office ANTARA has a branch there, I can have the free pass to through go inside.. hihihi, So it would be easier.. my hubby agreed with it

Previously, I have been made a magazine, for my hubby b’day gift, it was only for intern sphere, just two of us hihi.. and I never know it would be the big news for some Friend, which they just now that I could create a magazine like the professional.. yes I could.. And I am a Prof too.. wakakakaka…

For the magazine gift, I was made it by PS, sort of use AI, but not much, only the logo and some additional object.. My hubby was told me before, “if u want to create a magazine.. use Adobe Indesign Adobe, some people use it..” yeah yeah.. YANTI gitu LOCHH… Orang paling ngeyeeel… since RIA, my friend which working at printing media told me she use corel, indesign or freehand to create the magazine or make some cover..@$#%^^%$% huhuhu… I went out the panic syndrome suddenly.. cause I have to create such of page as a dummy magazine that day due to The KBRI Team wanna see skill of the design that I have..

I was transmit my panic syndrome to my hubby a couple days ago.. hihi.. I made him busy to search the tutorial video on the rapidshare link that he have.. and nowadays.. I had to learn.. learn.. learn.. how to use all Adobe Program.. Adobe Illustrator (AI), Adobe Photoshop (PS), Adobe Bridge( BR) and Adobe Indesign (ID), because my hubby just got the tutorial now, if I wanna be professional.. *ciiieee.. I must be finish and swallow all of that tutorial.. cause sometime I had to working at the same time to use all Adobe.. if I am not capable to do it, it wouldn’t be happen.. *PEDE TINGKAT TINGGI… wakakaka..

now.. I got the homework. Must be finish ID tutorial.. at the first..
and if I the mode highly desperate turn back on, I’ll be back use PS… cause I really feel ID is not as simple as my hubby told.. sort of picture must be touching up at the PS first, save by PS, and open it on the ID afterward.. huh.. these way its quite make me nausea…. hmm.. for relieve that pain.. I will thinking about $$ that I gonna get for the paid.. wahaha

oneday my friend told me “they were always have a status war on their Facebook” wew..
I thought facebook is the web social networking.. there’s gender.. race..clan.. country.. blend into one bowl..

don’t be silly my dear.. U know nothing about your old friend without facebook help.. U know nothing about your distant family without facebook help.. and U know nothing about their activity without facebook help..!!!

Which all of Facebook do with ur life it cannot make u say thanks to them??

Facebook its only an online media, its not a facebook fault because The big problem is in ur head depend upon what u think.. what u do. and what u gonna do …. don’t be silly… if u wanna cheat.. want to arguing.. wanna do un polite things.. u can make all of it happened. Without facebook!!

Nowadays  all of fabulous technology it suppose to be help us to know how far maturity level that we have..Facebook its an only one tools.. so if u still making war at there.. anyone should be to know.. how deep maturity level  that u have..

he is my hero.. he is my hero.. he is my heroooooo

a couple weeks a go.. I got an accident.. when I playing tarik tambang at KBRi event..

I know..its not a cool enough to make me laying down for a whole week nothing to do… its nothing to do literally.. I can’t use my right hand at all.. hold spoon, use clothes, and even shower.. PASRAAAH!!!…

my beloved husband does all of the household things.. It was make me always said.. thank u my lord Allah SWT.. u already gave me amazing gift that I ever had.. I can’t ever ask for what type husband that I want.. But U has been give me THE BEST PARTNER in my life.. THE BEST husband..

for now.. I know one thing.. He is my hero.. who love me and always beside me.. now and forever..

I know.. I am not being a mom yet.. but I has been learn everything to be a good mommy…

I love a child.. literally I really love them.. I always try to dive their brain.. think what they thinks.. try to figure out what they do.. And sometimes I can feel what they are feeling in their heart about their mom..

One day I heard woman shout loud to her daughter “hey dont!!!. its not fit to u.. stay away!!.. go there”, she’s daughter try to looking up what the woman doing to make them self look beauty.. but she had to bury that question deep in her heart.. yeah.. I can feel that.. was so sad…

to all mommy..  I know I not be a mother yet.. but I want to share to all of u.. what I know about your child..

first : Do not ever talk a negative word to your child..
what a negative word is…. and why??
I want to all of u to close your eyes.. and thinking about the following word “do not ever think a rainbow spider” and then.. what did u get?? unconsciously we already imagine it.. Am I right?? it was a simple sentence for a negative word sample… and more over that.

Second : Home its a first environment that our child to be learn..
if u say to ur child “where did u learn that song??” or “where did u get that word??”
why your not take that word back to u?? it’s from our House.. from their environment.. and u should be selective to choose where and what your child to have learn.. unconsciously Tv its the one of most Negative effect..

Third : Do not ever push your child to do what that u want..
sometime, we talk about what we want unconsciously.. like “I told u before.. i won’t u going there”
what their mommy talking about?? she talk about the things that she afraid.. might be their mommy cannot give the toys that her son want.. that’s why she talking to loud to her son.. to cover the real things..

if you aren’t love u son.. just give them to me .. hihihi

itu beberapa ungkapan yang sering keucap saat kami kecewa dengan produk yang kami beli di indonesia.. kami cinta produk dan makanan indonesia.. jadi niatnya saya dan suami selalu beli makanan dan produk indonesia di malaysia ini…tapi setelah kami pakai selalu berakhir dengan perbandingan..

jika saya perhatikan dan baca, product itu manufactured by INDONESIA.. tapi kenapa beda yah dengan produk yang kami pakai ato kami bawa dari indonesia.. jadi berpikir.. apakah produk yang di eskport selalu lebih bagus??

sempat kecewa dan merasa “pantes ajah masyarakat kita senang dengan product dari luar” karena product yang diciptakan dan di pakai oleh bangsa sendiri justru yang kualitas nomor sekian.. kenapa gak disamakan ajah kualitasnya.. jadi semua orang tau.. klo produk kita gak kalah sama produk luar dan bahkan di cari..

one day saya kebingungan karena saya kehabisan kecap.. dan biasanya saya selalu pakai kecap ABC yang saya beli di Hero dekat rumah.. saat itu stock ABC sedang gak ada di HEro, jadi saya coba tanya ke orang melayu asli, kecap mana yang enak.. dan jawaban mereka adalah “saya selalunya pakai kicap indon lah… kicap indon best lah”

kaan.. product2 buatan indonesia selalu di cari, walopun udah di umpet2in.. tetep ajah banyak yang carinya produk indonesia.. selain kecap, shampo natur juga menjadi salah satu poduct yang digemari disini “kan bauu” gak kog .. gak sama sekali, natur yang disini beda dengan natur yang saya beli di indonesia yang bauuu dan enceeer.. belum lagu kerupuk finna yang saya bawa dari jambi, tipis bgt dan klo di goreng minyaknya jadi kuning..

karena saya dan suami lahir, dan besar di indonesia.. jadi sudah mengenal merk2 tertentu yang kami percaya juga.. nah saat ini saya dan suami pakai, natur, lifebouy, kerupuk finna, dan milo yang kami beli disini, dan selalu bawa yang dari sini setiap kami liburan ke indonesia.. klo gitu caranya.. aku termasuk yang cinta produk dalam negeri gak yah..hihihi

Hari ini semua warga Indonesia di seluruh Dunia, menyumbangkan suaranya untuk kebaikan negeri.. walaupun ada juga yang mengaku dirinya abstain,

cuma Indonesia yang punya surat suara besar (cukup untuk membungkus 3 nasi lemak kali yah)
cuma Indonesia yang punya 44 partai
cuma Indonesia yang aman meskipun partainya banyak

Jika pernyataan itu dikaitkan dengan tulisannya teh ellin yang di catut oleh web provokasi, saya juga akan bilang.. SAYA CINTA INDONESIA

Indonesia Bukan negara pengeksport BABU, bukan juga negara yang masyarakatnya CUMA pakai koteka, Indonesia Negaranya orang pintar, Indonesia negara yang beraneka ragam, budaya, ras, suku, agama.

Banyak orang Indonesia yang bekerja di negara orang, bukan karena tidak ada lapangan kerja di Indonesia, namun karena orang Indonesia itu BERANI dan tahan medan, sehingga merasa ingin mencoba liarnya dunia di luar,…. bukan begitu sodara sodara??? BUKAAAAN... wahahaha

Peace deh aww.. saya gak mau bernasib seperti teh ellin yang di teror (oleh pihak yang iri) gara2 merasa bangga menjadi bangsa Indonesia.. saya cuma ingin bilang.. jangan pernah malu menjadi orang Indonesia, karena Indonesia adalah negara yang cukup jadi perhitungan di dunia, ini bisa di lihat dari sudah banyaknya University yang memasukkan Bahasa Indonesia menjadi salah satu kurikulumnya..

Selamat berpesta INDONESIA..

When I and my hubby plan to went home to Indonesia.. we always busy about given a gift…. We always buy T-shirt, watch, Hat, or jacket for an adult.. now we always got  problem when we have had to buy a gift for our little nephew/niece, young cousin.. it’s mean we have to buy some toys for them..

Yeah a TOYS.. it always make us confused and it would take an ages to browse shop.  Why it’s happen?? Because nowadays toys not only a child things..  Even some of a guy love it too and collect them all.

We have to be careful to chose toys for child.. which one for A , and whose appropriate with B Toys..  it cause by too much Toys  currently available on the market..

The first we were looking is Action Figure for our nephew.. wew.. my hubby love that things obviously.. (Might be my hubby Know it much than children) hohoho… his favorite with Naruto indeed.. so he was excited to choose that toys.. he also know too much about action figure game and comic..

So.. u think I also know about a doll right?? OH noooo… definitely I was a tomboy, the one Doll that I
know is a Teddy bear only.. hihihi… for the others doll.. hmm I was just neurotic.. After that I feel boring directly.. so??? I doesn’t even know about doll at all.. hihihi (to be honest.. nowadays dolls is really cute..)

Choosing toys it’s not a easy thing.. Because u have to imagine how we feel when we get a toys.. example.. a little boy. It would be excited when he got a scooter one.. BUT. If u give that for 11 years old boy.. hmm I think u already screw his life coz he already know which the toys one suitable with his age.. hihhihi… for their age.. they like such as robot.. Remote control.. and all of them its quite expensive… huhuhu…

Anyone have an idea?? Give them an electronic toys?? Hmm..  I think it’s a Good idea.. as long as it still use battery.. hmm talking about electronic toys.. did u all remember with TAMAGOTCHI..

I’m your Tamagotchi
So happy that you love me
And we shall be together, for ever and for every,
Cause I’m your Tamagotchi
I need you to protect me
So that in the night, I can feel allright
(Daze Lyrics ‘Tamagotchi’)

I had it too.. and my pet was die miserably  hiks hiks.. .. hmm remember yoyo?? I has that one which lighting inside .. Hohoho.. but I can’t play this thing until NOW.. huh poor me..or water gun?? Did u all know Water gun?? Wew.. I love playing this when I was at elementary.. hihihi.. Yeah.. it’s cause I was tomboy girl.. hmm.. remember a crazy thing when we was child.. It was really Happy.. and happy and happy and happy..

“this one it’s better for me .. Yan.. cause I love that too” said my hubby

OK…  what should we give to them ???

5 lantai di bawah seh mall.. sisanya gedung perkantoran.. dan di bagian belakangnya ada taman klcc.. hihi.. ada pemandangan yang unik klo kita duduk2 santai di taman klcc sambil melihat fountain… sambil duduk-duduk santai kita melihat banyak orang yang berakrobat untuk mendapatkan tampilan si menara kembar dengan perfect… liat deh…

yang ada bukan seru liat fountainnya tapi seru liat mereka yang ambil foto.. …  sampe nungging2 pun dijabanin, untuk hasil foto perfect seperti ini…